the last three latter

Dearest love I hope
This message finds you well
As these endless thoughts
Drip from my soul

Every single word
Secretly
Paints a fairytale of when we
Will melt into ONE

EYES (I AM SO SCARED)
FORFEIT SIGHT TO THE PAIN
(SO SCARED)
COLD SCALPEL'S
STEEL WHISPERS
TEAR AT MY
VERY CORE
AS I CLING TO MY MEMORIES OF YOU
(I need you with me)

Were the last words
That I wrote for you
ENOUGH TO TELL YOU
THAT IN MY DEATH
The light that shone through my painful darkness
Was a blinding (blinding)
VISION OF YOUR ETERNAL SMILE

It's me again
IS IT ME OR AM I WRONG
To be concerned
Will the beauty of your pen
EVER CROSS MY EYES AGAIN
Was this all a lie
WHY

Were the last words
That I wrote for you
ENOUGH TO TELL YOU
THAT IN MY DEATH
The light that shone through my painful darkness
Was a blinding (blinding)
VISION OF YOUR ETERNAL SMILE

[Two Parts At Once]
I don't know what happened
Who would have thought my life would end up like this
I never even got the chance to see her face
Or to touch her hair
And now it's too late
I didn't mean to hurt her
Not hurt her like this
{I can't feel my legs (2x))
And I can't even cry
How could someone die like this
Who would have though my life would end up like this
(Make it stop
Make this pounding in my head stop
Fill my lungs with air
Give me one more day to make her dreams come true
She understands right
That I'm not coming back
SHE UNDERSTANDS RIGHT
THAT I'M NOT COMING BACK
Make it stop, MAKE THE POUNDING STOP
(I'M NOT COMING BACK (2x))
I'm not coming back}
[End Two Parts At Once]

If my words even reach you
(EVEN REACH YOU)
I'll assume you don't care
NEVER KNEW THAT SILENCE
COULD CUT SO DEEP
OR THAT YOU COULD TWIST
THE BLADE
NOW I CURSE ALL
OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL LIES
I LOVE YOU AND
GOODBYE

Were the last words
That I wrote for you
ENOUGH TO TELL YOU
THAT IN MY DEATH
The light that shone through my painful darkness
Was a blinding (blinding)
Vision of your eternal smile

COLD SCALPEL'S
STEEL WHISPERS
TEAR AT MY
VERY CORE
AS I CLING TO MY MEMORIES OF YOU
(I need you with me)